leenlang\\\'s purpledoilies

it still amazes me how a single person could sooooo change your life. how that single person could barge into your life without any warning and change you. how the chance of knowing him and having him into your life could add color to your day, how you'll be able to see rainbows when it rains, how he makes you appreciate the fireflies while passing through dark roads, and how having your hand in his makes you feel that you'll be able to conquer anything.

the irony is that to get into your life, he would have to break the walls you've build strong during your existence without him around. how he has made his presence your wall, your fortress and your warmth against this cold world, but how his absence keeps you yearning for him, feeling the cold, feeling incomplete and feeling vulnerable. how he opened your heart and took for himself a special place that his absence leaves you bleeding and wanting. how he made you smile like you never did before yet made you cry your heart out. how the strong person that you are succumb to his will, how you follow his lead and how you feel lost without him. how the experience of knowing him made your lips kiss and curse, made you laugh and weep, felt courage and fear, felt security and vulnerability, and your heart love and hurt.

and that by knowing him, you know that you will never be the same again.


9days passed and officially missing him

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